Too many interests

I have way too many interests… and still waste my time onthe internet doing nothing most of the time.  You know, like writing a blog noboidy is going to read anyway about my crazy interests nobody is going to find interesting, even if he stumbles into it.

So, as I just mentioned, I have a lot of interests and I often find myself very much into something for a short period of time, before I move on to another. I just can’t do everything at the same time, but unfortunately I tend to neglect something, if I’m currently into something else.

Hold your horses, I’m a responsible person (at least I hope so), I will always care for my guinea 817625d7a583fdd7195478de3d4194a21835ca6cpigs as best as I possibly can and if that includes feeding my big girl 7 times a day again, like I used to when she was growing up very ill, than I will do that. Our pets are part of our lifes, but we are our pet’s entire life. These are living creatures depending on our care, no matter what happens I will always provide the best possible care for them. I love them to death, I wanted to have them for at least 10 years before I finally got them and they are certainly not just a phase of mine, but treasured pets and part of my family.

I’m talking more about stull like… movies, games, anime and manga, stamp collections – this is all stuff that I like. I also have a full time job. And guinea pigs, including a very high maintance individual, that needs special care and a special diet. I also love doing postcrossing, something that I really really need to pick up again. I’m into photography, but I need to get my lazy ass outside more to actually take photos of… well… something. I love to go to the zoo and basically love everything connected to animal care. I have a huge book about the green tree python and one about the genetics of corn snakes, but even though owning a snake is something I can imagine, I will probably never actually own a snake.

I also have books about strawberry poison-dart frogs, dwarf hamsters and box turles – I’m not going to own any of those for sure. I’m interested in it, though. I have to admit I hate learning oophaga_pumilio_blaubeiner_hifor exams, but I do love learning about the stuff that I like. This is what I loved about the time I went to University: I was able to do what I really wanted to do for the most part. I was able to attend a lecture about the origins of the universe, starting with the big bang all the way until the development of the first cell on earth, as part of my studies. No, I did not study astrophysics, I studied biology for teachers. How does that make any sense? I don’t know, but I do know the universe is finite and still expanding to this day, thanks to that lecture.

Surprinsingly, I’m not into US TV shows at all and even though I’m a pretty nerdy girl, I don’t like US comics.

Omegaverse

I though I’d never say what I’m about to say, but I’m obsessed with Yuri on Ice Omegaverse fanfictions right now. After 2 weeks and 65+hours of The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the BOTW-Share_iconWild (and I’m still only halfway done, DAMN this game is freaking amazing – I’m currently on Death Mountain and the game actually expects me to buy a helmet for 2000 rupees? REALLY? When the chest part was like… 600 rupees? I may be swimming in money, but 2000 rupees for an item that’s not even important still hurts. Time to sell some more diamonds.), I took a break from my Nintendo Switch and buried myself in Yuri on Ice again.

Did I EVER mention I love Yuri on Ice? *cough* Yeah, Victuuri is my life.

Either way, when I first heared about Omegaverse, I was disgusted. I’m no expert by any means, but here’s the basics of what I’ve learned about it:

  • people have secondary genders: alpha, beta and omega
  • these secondary gener roles are very animalistic and based on sexual behaviorism of animals
  • betas are basically “normal people”
  • alphas are strong, leaders and at the top of the hierarchy, they are very protective over “their” omega, they go into ruts, knot with omegas while mating and can bind an omega to themselves
  • omegas are the lowest in the hierarchy, but are often treated as a “prize”, they go into heat (a time in which they are extreamly vulnerable), they usually build nests during heat, can get pregnant and may bond with an alpha
  • both alphas and omegas have a very strong distinctive smell that attracks them to each other, betas are ususaly either not affected, or can’t smell it

1481346976_yuri-iceAs you can see… very animalistic. There’s a lot more, like growling, sexual drive going absolutely mad, leaving one’s scent on the other, fighting between alphas for an omega and so on. There’s so much more, but I’m going to go into any more detail. I’ve read a short descibtion about a fanfiction where deltas were mentioned and I was like: “NOPE! I’m glad I got the general grip on alpha/beta/omega, please don’t knot my brain any more.” and another one that was an alphaomega, so… kind of a mix between an omega and an alpha – something like an alpha that goes into heat or something. As you can see: it varies a lot.

Now… I’m not just reading everything I see. Like I said, I was disgusted the first time I learned about it. It being so extremaly animalistic, it’s also very sterotypical and I personally support equality in gender roles. One of Victuuris many charming traits is that Yuri and Victor are in an equal relationship. They support each other, they lean on each other and even though Victor is Yuris coach and emotional support, you see him fail and Yuri stepping up to expain what he needs. The rings were Yuri’s idea. Their Ice Dance at the end of the final episode very clearly shows the lead changing between Victor and Yuri as a beautiful protrayal of their equal relationship.

Therefore, I prefer Omegaverse with Victor as the omega and Yuri as the alpha. It’s the exact opposite of what you would expect and I hate fanfictions/fanarts with domestic passive Yuri who’s at Victoir’s feet, because that’s NOT how their relationship works. With omega Victor and alpha Yuri, you have to challenge gender roles and expectations comming with them. Unless you want to write something completely out of character, you need to challenge both characters with their secondary gender. In one fancfiction Victor  has mental problems with going into heat and he had suppressed his heats so long, his efff4a1173921308b0a7f072412382b0body forced him into one, leading to a doctor’s visit who denied him any more suppressants forcing Victor to face his fears of being an omega. Or alpha Yuri who sees himself as a failure and thinks he should’ve been an omega or beta instead. He’s shaken with fear when Victor wants to share his heat with Yuri, but turns out to be possessive and protective when he needs to be.

Yuri on Ice was a show about equality and acceptance, where not a single soul  discriminates if you love someone of the same gender as your own or not. It’s a show about two very different characters finding, supporting and helping each other to become equal partners. The last thing I need to read/see about this show are fanworks about stoneage old sterotypical gender roles.

Best of 2016

Now that 2017 has arrived and is still in it’s baby shoes, I’d like to make quick list about my best manga, anime, game and movie of 2016. Last year I made this huge individual lists, but I’m not feeling well, so I’m going to keep it shorter. The same rules apply as last year:  on going franchises are allowed & also titles I’ve seen/read/played 2016 but premiered ealier are allowed as well.

Best Game of 2016

As for best game, unfortunately there was no Zelda this year, so no Zelda for best game either. Spoiler alert: Zelda will be best game of 2017. I’m actually very tempted to go with Super Metroid, even though it’s very old, but it’s so damn good. Even after so many years, it’s still such an amazing game and I haven’t played it on SNES back in the days, I played it first on the Wii U. However, if a 22 years old game is better than recent games, that would be sad, even if Super Metroid is one of the best games ever made.

So, what else to choose? I played Yokai Watch, which was nice. Bravely Second was very good as well and I also liked Legend of Legacy and Pokken. Unfortunately there’s no game like Xenoblade Chronicles X that stood out among the rest as much as XCX did (I still love this game, it’s fucking amazing), but I was positively surprised by Kirby Planet Robobot. I already liked Triple Deluxe, but Planet Robobot was even better. Kirby is doing good lately!

sun-moon-box-artEventually, I guess I have to go with Pokemon Sun/Moon for my game of the year 2016. When I first started the game I couldn’t help but wonder just how far the franchise has come in the past 20 years and I’ve been a part of it the entire time. They dared to change up the formula and it payed off. Even though Gen VII doesn’t have the best Pokemon designs (in my opinion), they’re fine and I love the concept of regional forms of old pokemon.

Best Movie of 2016

This is a hard one. I think I watched a lot of great movies in 2016. I loved Creed, The Hateful Eight, Rogue One, The Martian, Zootopia, The Danish Girl, Deadpool…. the list goes on. However, when it comes down to it, I guess two movies stood out and even though the winner is very clear, I’d love to point out the runner up, because it surprised me that much. The runner up is Southpaw and it surprised me, because I thought it’s just a Rocky-clone, but it’s not. I didn’t like all the decisions made in the story, but it’s more about a broken man who tries to fix his relationship with his daughter after his wife’s death and tries very hard to get her back, than it’s about boxing. He just happens to be a boxer. Yes, there’s a training montage and yes, it’s awesome. Also, kudos to Jake Gyllenhaal, I think he did a great job.

Now, for my movie of the year, it’s easily Whiplash. Why didn’t I see this movie earlier? whiplashIt’s so intense, it caught me completely off guard. I heard it was good, but damn it was downright amazing. It climbed right into the league of best movies I ever watched. It’s clever, dramatic, cruel, intense, strong characters and an awesome soundtrack. If you haven’t watched it: go watch it.

Best Anime of 2016

For me, 2016 was a good year for anime. Lot’s of shows I enjoyed: Akagami no Shirayukihime Season 2, Haiyku Season 2+3, Hai to Gensou no Grimgar, Soma Season 2, Battery, Bungou Stray Dogs, Noragami, 3 gatsu no Lion, Fune wo Amu, Udon no Kuni no Kiniro Kemari.

I don’t think it comes as a surprise when I say, my personal anime of 2016 was, easily, Yuri!! On Ice. I just jumped into the fandom and was going along with the hype. It was gaylicious, it was fun, it was one hell of a ride and I don’t think I’ve been that much into an anime ever since Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood. This doesn’t mean, it’s as good as FMA:B, I don’t like some of the decisions in episode 11 and 12, but it’s just breathtaking yuri-on-ice-02-6how episode 10 suddenly made the entire anime look in an entirely different way. Awesome plot twist right there. Also, as cheesy as it sounds, Yuri!! On Ice really did make history: it boldly portrayed a homosexual relationship in a world without discrimination as something entirely normal and it was done so incredibly well. I’ve hardly ever seen heterosexual relationships done that good and Yuri!! On Ice simply takes it to an entirely different level. We need more romance like that, we need more couples like Victor and Yuri and we need more media open enough towards homosexuality to treat it completely normal. It should not be that big of a deal to have a same sex couple treated like that. I hope, someday, our world can be as understanding and open towards homosexual relationships and other kinds of sexuality as the world in YOI is.

Best Manga of 2016

This is easily the hardest choice. First of all, I completely forgot what I read this year. I mean, besides the usual suspects. Some manga I’d like to point out are Vinland Saga, Skip Beat, Our Relationship is…, Piano no Mori, Until Death Do Us Part, Chihayafuru, Arte, Shounen Oujo, Do Da Dancin’, Kounodori, Nijiiro Days, Vagabond and Shinobi Quartet. Once again, I’d like to point out two manga more. The first one is 10 Dance. I’m a sucker for sportsmanga and ballroom dancing is so amazing. Maybe it’s because I learned it before and actually do know how to dance (not competitively, but at least I don’t make a fool out of myself at weddings), but I love manga about ballroom dancing and the two I enjoy the most are 10 Dance and Ballroom e Youkoso (after more than a year on hiatus, it’ll finally be back in just a few days and we’ll also get an anime, awesomesauce).

The story of 10 dance is rather simple, but I can’t help but love seeing the two Shinyas dacing together. It looks so good, the dancing itself is just awesome and it doesn’t hurt they boys are damn sexy and their personalities are so different it’s fun seeing them working their shit out together. I’m super thrilled the manga is published ihn my country 181140lnow, too.

As for manga of 2016 I’m going with a manga I’ve just recently discovered, but I absolutely fell in love with it and hope it’ll continue doing well. After just 8 chapters there’s not that much story yet and I’m guessing it’ll stay on the lighter side, but it’s a cute romance and I really need that right now: Otonari Complex. It’s cute, it’s light, it’s well done. Nothing of the huge big title like Whiplash in my movie section, but a manga that made an impression and I think it could become something like Lovely Complex, but that’s yet to see.

Yuri on Ice ep7

The love is real! All on board the hype train! Let the ship sail!

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Damn, this episode was awesome. Ever since the first ep, Yuri on Ice was my favorite anime of the season. It’s just gloriously gay and walks the perfect line between making fun of itself and being serious. When Yuri broke into tears in episode 7, it was very well executed with a red nose, eyes, shaky voice and everything. It had such a big impact, we all knew he was going to break down after Victor dared he would quit if Yuri didn’t make the podium, but he was still surprisingly good at standing up for himself and telling Victor his place. It was still very much in character, though. On the other hand… Chris? He’s just insane: dat ass, dat routine, dat comming.

There’s so much to love and laugh about this anime, even if you’re not into BL. If you’re

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Feel the love!

into BL, your dreams probably came true this episode. People can argue with me it wasn’t a kiss, I stand by my word it was a damn fucking real kiss. Period. Honestly, after having Victor sleep on him and hug him naked, I’m pretty sure a simple hug wouldn’t surprise Yuri as much as it did. Also: that lip close up. It was gorgeous!

And please, give me a minute to adore Yuris costume for his free program. I think it suits him so much more than the one he’s wearing for his short program (well, it was originally from Victor and designed to suit him, so…). With all the weird guys skating around, Yuri is simple, not too flashy, elegant and classy. Just like his music reflects on his person, his costume does, too! It all goes together so damn well, he looks stunning in it.

While I’m absolutely in love with Yuri and Victor, how they showed both of them have still

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Yuri standing up after his attempt at the quadruple flip

a lot to learn, but great potential, I’m a bit disappointed Yuri didn’t win. Yeah, he messed up 3 of his jumps, but only fell once, overrotated once and touched the ice once. He still got points for all three of his messed up jumps and he increased his technical difficulty with the quadruple flip right at the end of the programm, even if it was messed up – it had enough rotations at least. Furthermore, all of his other elements were flawless and his step sequence was amazing. He was surprinsingly clam, had a great expression and still had a 20 points lead over Phichit from his flawless short program.

Phichit skated great, but not flawless and had a much lower technical difficulty. Unfortunately we didn’t see the technical difficulty from Phichit and Yuri… or Yuris overall points. Therefore, we can’t really judge the outcome that good, but point in case: with Yuris higher difficulty, 20 point lead from the short programm and flawless free programm aside from his messed up 3 jumps, I still expected Yuri to win over Phichit. If I remember correctly Yuzuru Hanyu broke the world record with a messed up jump (that just shows a) how damn awesome he is and b) how crazy difficult his routines are) in his free programm and was 38 points ahead of second place. I think it was entirely possible for Yuri to win over Phichit.

So, why did Yuri lose? My guess: plot convenience. The declared goal is winning the Grand

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Yuri 2nd – Phichit 1st – Chris 3rd

Prix final and we still need some room for improvement, hence why Yuri didn’t skate his free routine flawless even once yet. He already nailed his short program, but he has a long way to go for his free progam, espically since he now added the quadruple flip and he still needs to land it, let alone nail it. I think the quadruple flip could be the deciding factor, the one thing that makes the difference, if he lands it well. This is where we need to go from now. Yuri probably has the potential to break the world record with his current routines, if done flawless from a technical point of view and a good presentation and this may just be where we’re heading for the final episode of this anime.

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Yuzuru Hanyu nailing the quadruple toe loop at Sotchi 2014 Winter Olympics – the element Yuri was supposed to perform as the final jump of his program.

 

The End of Bleach

It feels awesome being able to write that title.

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I know I’m super late with my reaction to the final chapter of Bleach and I honestly didn’t even intend to write one, but since I’ve been ranting about Bleach much more than I ranted about any other manga I ever read, I guess here I am writing about Bleach 686.

First of all, the main reason I refused to write anything about it, is because after a short period of unimaginable rage I felt like the end to this manga doesn’t deserve this much time and energy. It’s bad enough Kubo had to end the manga within 6 chapters all of a sudden, but the last one was literally the worst.I jonwdon’t quite understand why Bleach was suddenly axed at all, it only had a few more months of life in it anyway and sales have been going downhill for ages, so why axe it after 15 years of serialization only a handfull of chapters away from the finish line? Personally, I think that’s a very strange decision.

I understand why it got axed, but I don’t get the time they chose to do it, because they either should’ve done it much earlier, or just let Kubo finish the final strech of his manga the way he intended to do it. Either way, it got axed and we’re left with an even shittier ending than I was already expecting.

Everyone who knows me and my shipping obsession knows I’m a die-hard IchiRuki-fan. I’m not even kidding, I read Bleach for the last years only caring about Ichigo and Rukia, because the rest was crap anyway. Okay, I admit the relationship between Nanao and Shunsui turned out to be pretty cool and after the first shock, after learning Shunsui is actually Nanaos uncle, I managed to like this idea. And yes, I’m still strictly against incest, but Nanao and Shunsui just absolutely belong to each other no matter what happens and I’m not going to let that piece of information ruin my ship for me.

So, yeah, the entire IchiHime-is-canon thing alone already ruined the last chapter for me. tumblr_nc3osue5t51qjnfano1_500I get why Kubo did it, so he could reinact the first chapter with the Ichigos and Rukias kids, so he has at least a somewhat rounded end, but that didn’t really work out. First of all: IchiHime has absolutely no chemistry. Yes, Orihime has been in love with Ichigo since forever, but Ichigo never showed any signs of romantic interest whatsoever. He never showed interest in Rukia either, but their meeting has be described as “fate”, Rukia is stopping Ichigos “rain”. Even though it’s not romantic, Ichigo and Rukia share a relationship on a much deeper level than Ichigo does with any of his friends.

Personally, I wouldn’t even have needed a canon pairing at the end. A shounen manga that doesn’t focus on romantic relationships at all simply doesn’t need to establish a clear canon pairing. I know Fullmetal Alchemist did it, but Fullmetal Alchemist is Fullmetal Alchemist and unlike Bleach, FMA is a fantastic manga. Since Bleach had to rush it’s last chapters, I would’ve liked it much better if Kubo actually tried spending the precious pages he still had left in solving at least the biggest issues and problems of the story. How about we start with… how did the fights end? What happend to the Soul King? How did they zydnynoqwxrestore Soul Society? etc pp

There were so many questions left unanswered, I don’t think answering the question of IchiHime or IchiRuki should’ve been top priority. Or reinacting the fatefull meeting of the first chapter, which could’ve been a nice way to end the manga, if we didn’t have this much other important stuff left hanging in the open, that desperately would’ve needed to be solved. The last chapter felt like its pages were completely wasted.

Yes, of course I’m damn pissed about IchiHime and I still think they don’t match at all and even though an IchiRuki outcome would’ve been more satisfying for me personally, the end would’ve still sucked, because of all the unanswered stuff. I’m honestly happy it’s over, but I’m a bit sad at the same time, because that’s not an end any manga deserves.

I have to accept this final chapter as canon, of course. As shitty as it is, but it’s honestly no use to rage over it. After my rage-preiod, I don’t feel that strongly about it anymore. Maybe it’s because Bleach had become so bad as further it went and I didn’t expect a good ending anyway, but I don’t expect it to become an eternal problem for me like Digimon 02 got to be. IchiHime will be a sore thumb in my shipping heart, but I don’t think it’ll be as bad as Sorato. I don’t think I will ever be as continuesly mad about any end as I was about Digimon 02 and the fact Taiora didn’t happen. I’m still shipping Taiora, even after 17 years, and I will continue to ship IchiRuki no matter what.

I guess Bleach is over now and I feel like it doesn’t deserve to be raged over for months and years to come.

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Battery

80934I finally, finished “Battery”, which aired last season and is now completed with 11 episodes. I have to admit, this was the summer-season anime I had the most initial hopes in. It’s no secret I love me a good sportsanime.

The sportsanime of summer season 2016 I watched were Battery, Days and Cheer Danshi!! and out of all three Battery is still my favorite. It’s not that often I’m rating an anime or manga higher than MAL, but I don’t think Battery deserves the 6.0 it got over there, especially after considering Days got a 7.11… just… how?

I don’t think I’ll be writing a post for Days, so I’m just going to go over it real quick now: it’s just load of bullshit. I mean, seriously, why can’t Japan get soccer right? I’m a fan of more realistic sportstories and that already leaves out at least 3/4 of what’s available. The sad part is Days tries to be realistic, but utterly fails. No, you don’t get better at soccer by just running and running and running. You will be good at running a marathon, but not at soccer. Also, it’s sad attempt at building relationships within the team is very questionable. The main character is extreamly annoying and the decisions regarding his playtime on the field are more than questionable considering all he can do is… run. So, as you might’ve guessed, I dropped it.

Cheer Danshii!! I still have to finish up, I’m currently at 4/12, so I still have some way to go. It’s okay-ish so far. The animation looks too stiff and sometims awkward, but it’s watchable.

Battery is certainly on the realistic side, but I kind of expected it to take place in High1466172645_1_1_e87b793eaf09f5c9099fafd80ba12cae School… I was shocked it’s about middle schoolers. I like it’s slower pace and emphasis on the characters rather than the sport. The main character does seem very selfish, but fixing his issues is the biggest part this series is working on during it’s run time, so it does get better. The talking baseball at the beginning of the last episode was just plain weird, though.

I think what this anime managed to accomplished was good. There are a lot of open questionmarks, though. I stand at a point where I would like to see at last twice as many episodes and see the anime look at some other problems that occured and weren’t fully adressed. Especially Takumi’s family issues, what seemed to be a huge part of the story in early episodes, was not really touched upon or solved in any sense of the way. We didn’t even get to see the mother for the past 3 episodes or so.

Takumi has a huge problem with his mom and his little brother, who’s sickly and fragile. I would’ve liked a better explanation, though. Was he ill a lot when he was small? Does he have a certain condition that makes him fragile? Whatever it is, it leads to his mother being very overprotective of Seiha and kind of taking Takumi for granted. She’s not treating them equally, but kind of expects Takumi to be an adult and care for himself, understand his brother’s situation and so on… at the age of 13. That’s impossible. No wonder he’s so cold towards her. I would’ve really liked this triangle Takumi-his mom-Seiha solved.

battery_1bThen there’s Gou’s mother, who said Gou had to stop playing baseball and I expected a conflict out of that. Well, the conflict just vanished halfway though and was never talked about again.

Next point: Takumi’s granfather was apparently a very famous baseball coach and Takumi begged him to show him a breaking ball. He was refused, because he’s still too young and said he would teach him when he’s in High School. Okay, I understand we didn’t get to see more of it, because the anime only focussed on middle school, but I still expected a tiny bit more from the grandfather. For the rest of the season he was just… there. He was the one entertaining Seiha and comforting the mother when Takumi was rough again, explaining why she shouldn’t touch a pitcher’s shoulder and so on. He could’ve served a much bigger role.

Then there’s the lack of actual baseball content. Like I said, it’s mainly about Takumi and getting him to become a team player and befriend Gou. I feel like we’re now at a point where we get so see some matches, especially with the other coach saying their team will be a real contender next year and then there’s no next year. There’s just the end. I liked the end, though. It looks like Takumi’s best pitch was indeed hit, meaning he still has a lot to learn and it not unbeatable. I liked that point. It was okay to focus more on the characters and less on baseball for the time we had, but now I guess we’re just ready for some more baseball.

The art direction was very fitting, I liked the intro and outro. Quality wise it was okay, even battery-08-9though I did notice some serious quality drops in the later episodes. It’s not Kuroko no Basket budget-wise, that’s for sure and I didn’t expect it to be, to be honest. It was within my expectations.

This anime still feels unfinished, but the characters it adressed were good and the major relationship problems it solved were well done. I really liked the more silent and calm tone of it. Gou was a bit too grown up, but then again, these characters could’ve easily been High Schoolers anyway, so… and it was acutally adressed that Gou is an outstandingly independend and mindful person.

I gave battery a 7/10. After reading my own review… it sounds more like a 5/10 due to all the missed opportunies and the unfinished nature of this anime, but I did enjoy what I saw and especially the episodes where Takumi and Gou had their biggest differences. Battery tried to make a different kind of anime, a bit into the direction of Adachi Mitsuru, but didn’t quite get it as good. It’s a change of pace in the very hyperactive and exaggerated world of sportsanime.

Something about Fanfiction

Every once in a while I drop back into fanfiction. And every single time I stand and wonder why people do certain things. This is not saying I didn’t do them myself when I was younger, because becomming a good writer includes one thing above everything: practice, practice and practice.

I often feel people tend to pick up writing, because they suck at drawing, especially in fandom communities. While it’s true it’s immediately visible if you draw a bad fanart and you can’t immediately see if a fanfiction is badly written, it still only takes a few sentences to figure it out. If you suck, you suck and no matter what you decide what kind of medium to go for, you need to practice. I produced hilarious bullshit, too. And guess what I did? Years later, I took my own old fanfictions and turned them into parodies while pointing out the obvious crap.

Since my native language is German I guess I’m privileged, because the german language is amazing as a literature language. As complicated as many people claim it to be, it gives you so many possibilities if done correctly. If there’s one thing I like the most, it’s having the endless possibilities at hand to say something and it’s in the nature of my language to describe. English, for example, is traditionally very on point. Translations from English into German always need more space, because German needs more words to tell the same story than English does. And this is helpful, very helpful.

Everything can be a means to convey certain messages and therefore be used with a deeper meaning, but generally I’d say the less you tell and the more you show, the better your writing is. For example: “Maya is angry” vs “Mayas breath was vibrating heavily, while her chest rose and fall in a violent fast pattern. She clenched her fists until her fingernails began to dug into her skin and her body began to shake more and more every passing second.” The latter kind of gives you a better understanding of the character, while not telling you how she actually feels. Of course, it can mean a lot of things, that’s where you need the right context and you can’t detail everything out like this either. Which leads me to my next point.

I’ve always been a writer who loves details, but I never understood female writers obsession with clothing and style. Especially female characters are often desctibed from head to toe every single time whey appear in a new outfit and that’s usually every time they reappear. There’s nothing wrong with telling your readers how your character looks like, but there’s a right time and amount of everything. Instead of wasting lines on beauty terms half your readers never even heared of, I personally like it better to describe the general clothing style once and only redescibe when there’s a drastic change or the clothing is going to be important, because in all honesty, I don’t give a fuck if your characters wears blue on Sunday, a red skirt on Monday, a pink blouse on Tuesday and so on.

I don’t know why, but I guess this whole clothing stuff is a pet peeve of mine. I’m not a stylish person, I only spend as much money on clothing as absolutely needed and if it’s nothing special, it doesn’t need to be highlighed. You know, in a romantic story, the first kiss can be as detailed as hell, going over pages and pages how much they love each other… but you’re not going to do this every time, because you’ll find yourself at a lack of ideas very soon and repeat yourself. It’s a special event once and needs the attention given, but later on it’s probably not even worth mentioning again, because you kiss in a relationship and often times you tend to kiss very casually. However, if something happens to the lovers, for example they are focrefully torn apart and reunite after fighting for their love, then the kiss is special again and it’s okay to give it attantion again.

It’s the same with everything. If it’s important, it gets attantion and detail. If it’s not important, you leave the details out, or you end up writing like the guys did back in the era of Literary Realism in the 19th century and believe me: you don’t want that. I was forced to read two novels by one of the most well known writers of that time in Germany, Theodor Fontane, and it was boring as hell. I’m guilty of overdetailing myself, but that doesn’t make it any better.

To sum it up: you need to know what’s important and what deserves to receive attention to detail. And this is very hard. I personally like to write shorter stories that take place over a very short period of time, usually not even a day, so I’m highligting one moment entirely and just leave out all the rest. I still focus on the main characters and what’s important to them, instead of bringing more into it. I decide to give a very closed view and give a good understanding of one or two characters in this very situation. I’m terrible at developing a longer story, I’m a one shot writer and I’m jealous of the people who write stories with 20, 30, 40 chapters.

However, if I really wanted to, I could learn to develop longer stories. It’s all practice, after all.